Bleeding are my hands but it isn’t mine

I hurt you somehow but you still look fine

I don’t remember what I did or how we came to

But my time is over and its over soon.

I would give you my heart, its no longer in use

But you cant have my knives my gun or my neuse

My eyes don’t cry and my ears cant hear

But I know that you are very near

I hear with my soul I see with my life

But it no longer works since I picked up that knife

I would give you my hands they are no longer in use

But you cant have my knife, my gun or my neuse

I may not have life and I may not have friends but I

Will always have pain till the bitter end

You look in my bed, so dirty it seems

You wonder how I could have been

So helpless but strong, so weak yet so sure

Well here is my position no lie, its pure

My bed which I lay in will cover me whole

You wont see me again, but you already know

My veins are collapsed, my blood is gone dry

My eyes are forever shut, so I cannot cry

To tell you what it feels like I cannot say

To sum it all up it takes my breath away

So this is my note from me to you

I hope that you love me as much as I love you

I gave you my heart to remember me by

So when you need me just look, but don’t cry

These pictures are memories

Just the past but not now

Life and death comes and we have to allow

The bed to swallow us into the ground

The dirt to muffle our every sound

And all I can say is don’t be afraid

Because we all belong here it will happen someday

I would give you my courage its no longer in use

But you cant have my knife my gun or my neuse

I may not have life and I may not have friends